choose happy.

someone once told me: good things don’t come easy. and love leaves hard.

and while i may have once agreed with that statement. (emphatically!) i don’t now.

i have learned that good things pop up when you least expect or anticipate them. and that love doesn’t need to leave hard. sometimes it goes and even though you thought you’d be devastated, you find yourself smiling. bigger than you ever have. or thought was possible.

and through it all, you write.
you write because you need to.
because you love it.
because without it you feel incomplete.
because it’s your disease, your vice, and your obsession.
because it’s what makes you feel right in your skin.
because it’s one of the few times you allow yourself to be completely vulnerable.
because it’s how you connect.
because there is nothing in the world that liberates you in the same way.
and because it makes you happy.

i hope everyone has as happy a heart as i do.

happy hump day.

mediocrity.

is lame.

i can’t imagine settling for anything less than my personal best. life is too precious for mediocre. and frankly, i’m too good for that.

who wants to be average? sounds mundane. and yawn-inducing. i have no interest.

truth is, i’ve never been able to do anything with half my heart anyway. and i can’t wrap my head around why you’d want to…

so i’m pushing forward. breaking down walls. and taking no prisoners. (unless they’re very dreamy and can make me laugh)

building forts, faith, and treehouses.

in the past i’ve gone out a limb assuming that i wouldn’t be alone out there, only to find i’m dangling on the edge of a branch. all. by. myself.

…which has sucked.

but the truth is: i would never. ever. take that treacherous branch crawl back. i grew up climbing trees. the ground is boring. and tomorrow isn’t promised.

so, i’m keeping my hopes up. staying optimistic. and hoping that maybe this time will be different…