‘you live in a fantasy world’ my mom said to me about 4 years ago when i described my ideal relationship/partner to her.
‘you won’t find that. sometimes you need to train them’ my cousin advised after telling her what i wanted in a mate.
i bring a lot to the table. and i expect the same. so, while i love & respect both these women, as the eternal optimist, i refused to settle. and THANK GOODNESS.
i don’t remember the first place i was when i began to dream of the boy that would someday tell me he loved me…but i knew immediately when i first felt ‘it’.
‘falling in love consists merely of uncorking the imagination and bottling the common sense.’
the complete surrender of your heart & feelings to someone else is unnerving, but more gratifying than anything i’ve ever felt. magical.
i can’t explain the serenity that comes from knowing your heart is in the best possible hands & exactly where it’s meant to be. so, i’ll say what it seems i’ve been saying repeatedly: i’m happy.
and living my fairytale.
you’ve gotta update your fairy-tale, baby [FWB, 2011] 🙂
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